my embrashed experiences

Four years ago I was study in Islamic boarding school , I had to do many activities in boarding school. The activities begins at 3.00 am by tahajjud prayer and continuing with have a down prayer, after that we had to follow conversation class and then went to school until 15.00 pm, in the evening the time is free, we can do for washing the cloths or study for repeating our lesson, so in the night we had to study with our teacher, we called by “Muwajjah Al Lailiah”. There is a supervisor in every activities, if we late for following activities we can got punishment for example : dry our self in front off the mosque or memorizes the lesson or wear the different veil etc .



One day I was tired because of many activities , so when I went to the mosque for tahajjud prayer at 3.00 o’clock am, I felt very sleepy, and immediately went to the mosque without long thinking, because my supervisor has counted in front of the mosque. If we late to the mosque we can get punishment, so I run to the mosque .when I arrived in the mosque, I immediately looked for interesting place for continuing my sleep. Ten minutes latter i got up because I got angry from my supervisor . there are many eyes looked at me, I surprised what going on with me? at least, I realize if I did not bring the prying meat but I brought my blanket , oh no my face is reddish and my friend who looked me was laughed after that I got punishment from my supervisor to run around the mosque ten times .



From my embarrassed I can take the conclusion “ Thinking before doing”. Because everything want to be ok by long thinking